Well Baby J, we are half way to seeing if you decided to come into our family. I must confess that it seems like it has been a month since our last doctor's appointment - even though it has only been a week. Each day goes by quickly but the cumulative affect seems to be dragging on and on...
After our appointment, I thought there was absolutely no way that this didn't work. However, as the time has gone on, my opinion has changed and I am thinking that this isn't the month you have decided to join our family. Your daddy & one of my friends say that I say that every cycle! I need to do some serious soul searching as to whether or not I want to do another cycle if the test is negative. If I could snap my fingers and make you be here, I would in a heartbeat. But, I am just not sure if I want to go through the hormones, shots and appointments again. I think it would be awesome for Elijah to be a big brother to you & it would make our family complete to be at 4 people. On the other hand, I don't think there is anything wrong with only having one child and the attention/resources to devote to one. Only time will tell next week with our test and what decision we make then.
I hope this week goes by quickly & the next thing I write to tell you is that you are officially in there cooking!
