Monday, December 7, 2009

Who will I talk to all day?

Hi Little E,
I realized something profound today. I talk to you all day long. When you pop out and you are in daycare, who will I ramble on to? I will just look like a crazy old lady talking to herself! I suppose that I could try talking to the cats if they are in the office. I just say silly things to you - like today, I lifted up a laptop and said (outloud) "Man, that sure is heavy Elijah." Or, I might say "We need to find us a forklift to get out of bed, huh, Elijah?" Just crazy old lady talk that I always did but it sounds more sane when I address it to you in my tummy. :)

I have a quote on my computer desktop that says: "A mother's journey begins when new life is stirring inside...when a tiny heartbeat is heard for the very first time, and a playful kick reminds her that she is never alone." I think I saw that quote today, talked some nonsense to you and realized I have considered us a team for awhile now. But, in a few short weeks, you will be your own one man team and I will just go back to being crazy :)

See you in a few hours bambino! Maybe all your grampas up there in heaven can help us by making sure the snow isn't too heavy and get us to the dr. safely.