Monday, October 6, 2008

Monday Update

Still at home and no labor! We go back to the doctor tomorrow at 3 so we will see what he says then - whether we will come back home until Friday or whether we need to be in the hospital.
Do have some sad news to share - we know that baby Jacob left us yesterday. He hasn't been born yet but he is no longer alive. This was not unexpected - we knew he wouldn't be able to make it outside and we didn't know how long he would make it inside. We pray that he is surrounded by the other babies we have lost and our family that is up there. I dreamt about Lexie last week so I am sure she is being a freak to him too :) Mark and I are doing OK with the news - I think we were prepared for it. However, I am sure that we will continue to experience little bursts of fits - cry, scream, get it out, wait for the next one!
Will post another update after the doctor tomorrow - unless he keeps me!