Hi Baby J,
You are just a twinkling in our hearts right now but today marks day 1 of us trying to make you a reality. We have no idea if you will ever get here but we pray that sometime in the next 3 months we can get you conceived and on your way. Today marks day 1 of that journey - I will go to the doctor tomorrow and get us started on medicine and blood work.
We are so excited to start this journey and I have been waiting impatiently for about 5 days to get started. Last night, I was so nauseous that I felt pregnant but I was able to get over it by mentally telling myself it is just my hormones being out of whack in preparation for you to be conceived. Now that we have had Elijah, I think that I will be able to mentally survive pregnancy 100% better than I did during my other ones. I know what to expect and I know what will be waiting at the end of the journey.
Our plan is to do 2-3 cycles of lower dose treatments and hope you are conceived during one of them. Otherwise, we will just relax and go natural next year. If that doesn't happen, then it just was meant for Elijah to be an only child. But, we both pray for you to make an arrival sometime in June :)
I won't post to you everyday but maybe on the big days, sad days or anxious days. But, I wanted you to know that today was DAY 1 to Baby J hopefully being conceived!
