Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Random early morning thoughts

Hi kiddo! We woke up a tad too early this morning, huh? It is 8:20 and I have already done my daily surfing of the net, completed what I needed to at work this morning and am here typing to you! I have a few random things for you today!

After talking to your dad on Sunday about all of my anxiety, it seemed to lift a weight off my shoulders and I am less stressed. I don't think he is but I think my stress level is probably more important since it directly impacts you. Between confessing to you and talking to him, I am in a better mental spot - well, at least for a day.

You can't see it but I gave your blog an overhaul yesterday. There is now color and graphics and it is fun. I also added 2 name polls for people to vote on their favorite name choices. I even added 2 names to the poll that I have previously vetoed your dad on. I am almost completely hosed on that one as they got votes last night. I will have to pad the voting at the end because if his two names win, he will think that we should name you those and this is not an option :)

I am running into an issue with your blog book. I can only have 100 pages in it. Right now, we are at 50 and you are not even half way done cooking in there!! So, I am going to have to be more brief or post less often. Also, I am going to have to let you wait to meet your family instead of me telling you all about them on their birthdays. I just don't have enough room in your book! I have 3 posts already typed up for you - one for Brandi, one for politics and another confession. After those 3, your mom is going to have to learn to zip her trap. This obviously isn't easy for her!!

I really do think I can feel you in there. In the same spot for 3 nights in a row, I have felt little bitty movements. I imagine them to be your tiny little feet. It could so totally be gas but I would prefer to think of it as you moving around and kicking me. 2 more days and we get to see you again!! I hope we get some nice photos and I can start calling you a he or a she officially. I know, the odds are that once we saw your family jewels, we know you are a boy. But, I am going to wait until we see you Thursday to officially call it. Your Aunt Val got us a cute little magnet frame to put on the fridge with your ultrasound photo in it. I can't wait to fill it up. See, you are already getting spoiled :)